i’ve spent the last two nights at eric’s. on wednesday night i got so fucking drunk because i got a 98 percent on my political theory midterm. we took a shower together and i masturbated because he didn’t fuck me and it was really hot and then we got each other off. i stayed there until 2 pm the next day. then yesterday at midnight he texted me to see if i was awake. he picked me up, even though i had to be up at 7 am for class. he was somewhat drunk haha. we smoked a cigarette in the rain outside and he told me that when i’m not around him he feels empty. we kissed a lot on the couch, listened to some of his music, and he got really high and ate a bunch of food. then i fell asleep with him spooning me. i might see him tonight. this is a problem. i shouldn’t miss someone so much haha.
yesterday was great. saw eric a lot and stayed the night again. almost had sex but we talked a lot. i cried about my sister. it was rough. but he really really does care and that means so much to me. i’m just annoyed that i’m going to have to wait around a week to see him next because his family is coming into town as well as mine.
OMFG THINGS GOT SO DIRTY AND HOT WITH ERIC LAST NIGHT FUCK
(also more deep conversations but wow it was fucking amazing)
at a restaurant while u high like
"can i order this"
"would you like a soup or a salad?"
"WHATS A SUPER SALAD"